Posts Tagged ‘400s’
It has been a while since I’ve blogged.
Things are still going well in my life, but it has been a hectic few months. I’ve been sick for about three of the last four months. Nothing serious, just ickiness. Because of my (mild) hemophilia, I have a slightly compromised immune system. Because I have a 15 month old son in daycare, he brings home every little illness that goes through there. Combine the two, and you get a consistently sick Daddy.
I had a tremendously busy fall semester, teaching an overload class. Spring is always nicer and a bit slower.
In fact, this spring, I’m taking on a new challenge. I start working on my doctorate next month! Holy cow! I’m pursuing a doctoral degree in postsecondary leadership at Western Kentucky University. I obviously have no idea what my ultimate dissertation topic will be, but if I had to pick right now, it would be something related to international education. I also graduated this past December with my second Master’s degree, a Masters of Science in Library Media Education with an emphasis in educational technology. I have a 470 page capstone project completed if anyone would like to read it.
Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?
That’s cool. But I digress.
My professional and educational life is moving along swimmingly.
My health has taken a nose dive. I blame no one but myself. I’m not going to gnash my teeth and tear at my hair (what little is left) and lament, “But I did everything right! How did this happen?!”
I’ve done nothing right. I know how it happened.
I haven’t worked out since early fall. I went to the gym a few days ago, got thirty minutes in on the elliptical, and I left EXHAUSTED. I have lost pretty much all of the fitness I once had.
That’s not the part that bums me out the most, though.
I’ve gained every single pound back that I lost a few years ago, and I’ve gained ten pounds more.
402.8 is no longer my highest weight. It is now 412.0. I have at least gotten back on the horse and lost some weight from that number, so I’ve got that going for me, I guess.
But regardless, that horrifies me. When I first started losing weight and got into the 300s (back in 2004), I swore it would NEVER be that high again. When I got into the 200s, I swore it would never creep past 300 again.
If you had told 26 year old me that I would meet the girl of my dreams, start my family, have a wonderfully healthy son, AND get up over 400 pounds again, I would have told you you were crazy.
And yet, here we are.
I know what to do. I know how to lose weight. I just have to do it.
I’m thinking very seriously of taking down my old blog posts, but we’ll see. It just feels weird having four years of history here and it all just lead up to me being fatter than ever right now.
But I’m not giving up the blog, and I am going to resume my Friday weigh-ins.
I feel like the ultimate cliché. Fat guy, starting a blog in a new year. But it is what it is.
This blog was supposed to keep me accountable, and I’m going to bring it out of storage and start using it again. Every Friday I will post a weigh-in. I am going to measure myself every weekend and post that in a separate post, and if I’m feeling super ambitious, there will be another post somewhere in the week about something else.
- Weigh-in #001
- January 3, 2014
- Weight: 407.0
- Change from Highest: –5.0 pounds